Tuesday, January 11, 2011


A new year with the same New Years Resolution: Losing Weight. Why do I struggle with this sooo much? I have been into the show, The Biggest Loser for a few years now and now I am hooked on this new MTV show called, I Used to Be Fat. The people on the show are FAT...there is no question about it. They are FAT. I look at them from my couch and I think how I don't really see that much of a difference from how I look and how they look. The point of the show is that they have a big event coming up in their life, like going off to college or something, and they have like 89 days or whatever to get to their goal. At the end they all lose the weight and they look AMAZING. I don't have the money to spend on a trainer and a nutritionist. I KNOW I cannot just "get off the couch" and lose 40 pounds on my own. I need someone to hold me accountable and I just don't have that. I hate being fat more than anything, and you would think if I hated it so much I would just hurry up and do something about it. I don't know what stops me. I am addicted to food and I am addicted to excuses. =( If I were able to lose weight, these are the first things I would do:

Buy a Pair of Joe's Jeans at Nordstrom..they are about $175 bucks and they are what I call "skinny girl jeans"

I would go to a few little boutiquse in San Francisco called Pink Lily, Ambiance, and Bebe and go nuts. (They don't have clothes for people my size)

A girl can dream. =/


Michelene said...

Ride your bike, you will be in those jeans mama! The most important thing you can do is love yourself! I do!

Becks said...

I just want to fit in to the closet FULL of size 4's I have. I have about 25 more lbs to lose but I am fresh out of motivation. Except for when it comes to eating.